ridhwan says hie! (:

my cute hotstuff boyfriend (:

2011-03-12T20:35:00.002+08:00

Hie everyone.
As you guys know, this is me, Nadiah, Ridhwan's girlfriend.
Yes, my boyfriend here doesn't update his blog anymore.
So, I'm going to update for him so it won't be that dusty.
Okay, baby? (:

Let's see.
(I have no freaking idea what to blog about for him!) teehees..

Oh! My baby here has started to read books!!!!! :D
And I'm so proud of him!!!! (:
hehes.

okay, I don't know what else to say.

P.S
I love you baby, and I miss you.
Shmelly misses you too, and he definitely love you. (:

2011-02-20T03:17:00.000+08:00

hello yall ! i know i have not been updating my blog for the past few days .

it's not that i don't want to , i just don't have the mood .

yes , you gotta need to have a mood for blogging .

anways , i had an awesome Valentine's Day with Wifey .

more details on her blog .

and she's gonna go for a holiday 2nd week of march and i really wanna go .

but my mum just won't allow it .

i don't wanna go into more details on that cause i'm afraid this post will go on and on and on and on !

so let's just let it slide .

and the band has been great . our originals are becoming more tighter and our gig is coming .

one thing i hate about gigs is that i won't know what amp they will be set up .

and i just don't want it to be a f*cked up one .

like the one at Cineleisure during Plug N' Play .

other than that my exams are just next week and guess what ?

i haven't even start my revision yet .

but i don't give a fuck now .

nothing can please my mum .

planning to enroll for bike license soon and that means no more public transport !

muahahas ! well that's it for now , i wanna continue my Naruto Shippuuden ! (:

adios ~

oh fuck tmr got work . pffts !

shwmellyyyyy!!!!!!

2011-02-17T03:50:00.002+08:00

This is baby. He can update his own blog, but he just don't want to. This is what I call, lazybum! Basically, I won't update a lot laaa on his blog. Because I've already updated most of the things happened during Valentine's Day on my blog. So, go check it out! :D

And I still don't know when he actually find the time to buy for me shmelly ! hahas. I wonder when.. Hmmmmmms... Oh right, he has exams coming up. So baby, do me proud and do well for your exams kay? All the best to you! And you better study! :D

Kay bye.
Oh wait.
I love you Hubby ♥

cut my hair!

2011-02-13T01:42:00.003+08:00

My baby here has become such a lazybum already. Because he's too lazy to update his blog. And here I am, updating his blog for him again.

Well, the picture above is a new picture. Yes, baby cut his hair. Like finally! But I kinda miss his old long hair =/ and I know baby miss his long hair too. sobs ):

Baby is not working tomorrow but I am, sadly. But he's gonna fetch me from work tomorrow. Yay! :D and he's supposed to be calling me right now, but he's not. 'cos he needs to chat with his bandmate. and now, its too late already. no PS :(

nothing else to talk about. bye.

2011-02-06T03:09:00.000+08:00

my 18th birthday ! :D

happy birthday to me ! wheeee .

an update from my previous post , baby is now feeling better and healthier again.

thank goodness she's alright . (:

and thursday was my Chinese New Year and my 18th B'dae !

finally legal . finally able to take up license .

monday , which was 1st feb . me, baby and my cousin we all planned to go to HL's Chalet.

but we're still kinda bumped about the $$ we had to pay . ($30)

we are not even staying over and the food is not even halal .

kinda unreasonable .

then we decided to go on tuesday , 2nd feb .

my cousin told us to meet at tamp cause my cousin's hubby wanted to buy something .

was kinda surprised cause CNY eve not many shop open , idk what he wanted to buy .

but then we entered Seoul Garden and all my family members were there all shouted "Surprise!!"

i was like WTF ?!!!

hahas , i feel so touched that they planned a surprise party for me !

hahas , and i thought we're going to the chalet , i even brought extra pants just in case . LOLS !

i had a feast there and there was another surprise when SGarden's staff started singing the B'dae song .

and i saw a cake . the first thing in my mind was "who's bdae today sia?!"

then the cake came towards my direction !

then i was even more touched ! bwahahas ! i was almost speechless .

no one else saw me smile as wide as that moment !

i'm glad that baby had to celebrate together with my family .

it was the most happiest bdae that i had .

after that open presents and some of us went our separate ways.

my mum went home , as she had some more work to do .

my uncle and auntie had to go home .

so my bro , sis-in-law , cousin and her hubby , went off to spent the rest of the night.

firstly ,we went to ECP's McCafe for some enlightenment .

i had a free Caramel Frappe and Cinnamon Melts !

we played Mono Deal , taught my cousin and her hubby how to play .

must understand mono deal was not released when they were young , hahas !

then , we went Karaoke-ing at cash box studios at bedok sempang .

sang like idiots for 3 hours and we chilled for awhile.

then we went Prawning ! it's like fishing but catch prawn instead !

it's uber fun and easier than fishing .

cause prawning got more possibilities of catching something ! :D

my bro and sis-in-law caught 2 prawns !

my cousin and her hubby caught 1 prawn !

and baby caught 1 prawn ! :D so proud of her ! :D

we finish prawning at roughly 6.45AM .

and reached home at 7.30AM after sending baby home first .

then after that slept like a baby then the next day CNY day and my birthday , i gotta work .

but it's ok. it wasn't that busy . when i was closing the indoor bar i got sabo-ed .

real bad . ): i got egg-ed , whipped cream-ed and cake-ed .

but it was all worth it cause i had a free Waterfall, double shot .

because my bartender said single shot no kick .

kns ! i downed that poisoned and was able to continue closing the shop .

i was still able to set the table correctly but the moment we went off i was tipsy as hell !

in the bus home i couldn't even stayed awake .

thanks baby for taking care of me and lending me your shoulder to sleep on .

upon arriving bedok resv , we had supper at Mac .

then we stayed at baby's bro house for awhile watched tv

and then we went out to catch some fresh air together .

overall i had a great time !

i would love a better one when i'm 21 ! :D

and thanks for all the gifts and wishes !

i really appreciate all of them .

i would like to say a final thank you for baby , Nur Nadiah Binte Mohd Ali for celebrating it with me .

my bdae would not be a great one without you.

takes time to heal

2011-01-26T00:46:00.000+08:00

well , these few days i have been busy with my projects.

i'm now left with 1 more project , which is the hardest of them all , Programming ! ):

and i haven't even started on it.

on top of that final year exams are coming in 1 month and i haven't really started revising .

haish , baby is currently sick and her results are tmr .

i hope she'll make it to the course that she wants .

she's having high fever .

i really hope she'll get welll soon.

and take good care of herself. ):

please baby , get well soon .

lazy bumbum!

2011-01-23T16:01:00.002+08:00

so the old school pic ! hahas. =P

And yes, my dearest baby here is asking me to update his blog for him. Lazy bumbum! Pfft.
I feel like I have two blogs now, 'cos I need to update mine and his. Lols.
And I really have no idea what to update for him. Hmmmms.

Baby's not working today. He's staying at home today to complete all his school projects. Such a good boy :) hehes. Well, he better not go out ! 'cos he knows I would be angry. So baby, please don't make me mad okay? And this time, I promise you I will stay mad at you. (:

Baby is eating maggi goreng right now! He cooked himself, 'cos he's hungry. Lols.
Oh and, baby is worried about me. He keeps on asking me to tell my mum, but I don't want !
Baby, please just trust me on this one, okay? Don't worry too much about me, later you grow more white hairs! hehe. =P

I don't know what else to blog about. So, bye!

P.S I love you baby, don't worry about me too much. Muacks!! Hehes. =)

lazy baby!

2011-01-20T15:47:00.000+08:00

Yes, as you can see, I am helping him out by updating his blog again, for him.
Lols. He's starting to get really lazy in updating his blog, pfft.
Well, I don't know what to update for him actually. Hahas.

Okay, to let you guys know, he has a gig coming up. Next Friday, if I'm not mistaken.
I will ask my baby to update the details about the gig. (:

Baby is in school right now, and after that he got jamming. Sadly, I can't follow him to his jamming tonight ):
But I'm sure he's gonna have fun, 'cos I know his band mates are all fun people! Hahas.
And, I can't follow him all the time. I know sometimes he need his "boy-time". (:
Stopping here, I don't know what else to talk about. Hees (:

P.S I love you, Hubby ♥

cutest day evaaaa !

2011-01-14T04:01:00.000+08:00

well today was the cutest day evaaaa !

firstly i had school , nothing cute about that so i won't elaborate much .

after school i went of to OC because i was suppose to be working tonight .

but shockingly i wasn't .

and idk what made me think that i had work tonight . =/

so i stayed around HL for an hour to wait for baby to reach OC .

then i had my first meal of the day @ burger king !

i was kinda surprised to see the way baby tied her hair .

it was sooooo uber cute ! (:

baby was craving for the Hershey's sundae pie .

so i bought her one .

after eating , sent her of to work .

i bought Mono Deal , the original US version one ! (: $10 !

and then made my way home .

got home played Mono Deal with my brother and my sis-in-law .

my bro was soooo cute when he's upset about getting money everytime he draw card .

but get alot $$ doesn't mean will win .

need more property cards to win ! teehees !

after playing a few round went of to OC to fetch baby so that i could send her home .

we took 65 .

ohya , baby was SOOOOOOOO proud that she got E8 for humans instead of her usual F9 for her O's .

i'm soooooo proud of her as well ! (:

her reaction was uber cute uhs !

then when we got of the bus , baby was cold from the bus's air-con .

what to expect ? 45min journey .

we got of then baby pinched her nose and said "my cold is nose sia . "

we both LOL-ed while jaywalking !

effing epic moment . teehees . (:

and uber cute !

especially with her cute ponytails . bwahahas .

i had my late dinner and then we slacked for a while .

had some nice conversations with her .

and then at 3.40am i made my way back home .

now i'm home , updating my blog even though i'm tired and have to wake up at 6.30am later to go to school .

but i'm still updating for the sake of my baby to read later ! (:

i just wanna say i love my girlfriend , Nur Nadiah Binte Mohd Ali , alot !

the rest of my life

2011-01-13T00:08:00.000+08:00

hello everyone , for a long time i have not been updating this blog of mine .

well , it's not as if i have tons of readers , but now i have one who is the most important person in my life .

and that girl is Nur Nadiah Binte Mohd Ali . (:

yes , we're back together again after quite a long time spent together .

the wait was worth it .

today i had school , as usual . then i went off to bedok resv mac to meet my baby !

i had my lunch there and we went off spending the rest of the day together .

a few friends of us joined us .

and i invited them along was because i wanted to make her feel much more better .

i really hope i have done so , because the jokes we had was just too painful . xD

we had dinner at bedok point's banquet . i had laksa ! finally . ohya , i had a craving for laksa for quite a long time .

now i'm having cravings for pasta at chef kenny's .

after dinner we slacked at bedok area till 11 we went off as baby had to met her dad .

she's going back home to m'sia . ): no late night call for tonight .

but i'm just glad i had to spend time with her .

baby , i know you're going through a hard time right now .

but i promise you that i'm gonna help you face through it .

you're not alone , you still have me .

and i will NEVER leave your side .

this i promise you . (:

dusty blog.

2011-01-11T22:04:00.000+08:00

Nadiah here. yes, his new girlf. xD
Well, he's too busy to update his blog. Okay, well, not soo busy. But he's lazy to update his blog.
Soo, im volunteering myself to update for him (:

My Bby here is NOT in AudioMoira anymore.
He has a new band already, Requiem Romantica.
And in my opinion, they are waaaaaay awesomeee!!! (: hehes.
His band mates are really a bunch of cool people, really nice to hang out with. I always had a fun time whenever I hang out with them.
Besides that, I have a job too. Which is at his work place. Soo basically I'm working with him also.

He start school already, that means less time for me ): But its okay. I know he'll make time for me =)
He's gonna be busy with school, work and his band.
He got a gig coming up, but I'm not quite sure of the date. Will update you guys about it :)
In the meantime, if you are curious how his band sounds like, you guys can check them out on Facebook. And they have a website too, but i forgot the website name. hehe. Their genre is love metal. (:

Okay, I'm gonna stop here. And let him update his own blog. Hahas.

P.S I love you, Ridhwan Razali ♥

2010-10-10T01:30:00.000+08:00

so yea , audiomoira is the name of my band . mentioned in the previous post .

and our first gig is coming next next Saturday on the 23rd .

we're gonna showcase our talents at bedok reservoir at old market place (petal garden area of br)

so i hope to see some faces that i know .

we'll besides that , school is starting soon ! and i friggin not looking forward to it .

still in the relax mood and i don't feel like studying .

but , i just wanna get my diploma a.s.a.p and go to NS .

still kinda thinking about going to uni or overseas studies .

and O'levels are coming so to all of you guys who are taking O's , good luck !

hope to see some of ya next year at NYP ! (:

till my next post , adios !

audiomoira \m/

2010-10-05T01:29:00.000+08:00

today jamming was effing awesome !!!
finally a vocalist to fill the "silence" in our jam sessions .
me and Afee got a taste of the rockstar life today .
first-time we jammed with all our hearts out .
i can't wait for the actual gig on 23 . wheee .
do come and support us on the 23 at beside bedok resv mac old market place .
wtf old market place ?! bo pian !
our band name is AudioMoira ! look up what's it's meaning .

is it alright to fall for you , again ?

2010-09-24T03:08:00.001+08:00

hello everyone . it's been a very long time since i updated this blog of mine . :D

so here's a short summary of what i've been going through .

i've been working and somehow slowly starting to make drinks in the bar .

so , i can say i'm a bartender in training now . wheeee . :D

but i can't do that everytime i work .

cause i'm still starting and i can't take lots of orders at one go .

but after getting a slight hang of it , i find it kinda easy .

and here is the ironic part , i'm not even legal to drink yet i make drinks for customers .

hehes , just wanna add some more skills to my life .

for school , i'm currently having my holidays .

although i'm not really confident about my exams , i just hope that i'm able to pass .

and i'm gonna work my ass of for the next semester .

recently , i went out jalan raya .

started from 2PM . ended at 2AM !

hahas , it's tiring but fun .

i really enjoyed it , cause i got to talk to her after a long time .

i feel sorry for her , so i just hope that i could make her happy again .

my house was the last house and everyone left at around 1.50AM , i guessed .

sent off the people that live nearby and then slacked for a while with Nazih at blk 616 .

well , that's just the summary .

ohya , my brother is getting married soon ! 13th & 14th Nov ! i can't wait . (:

teehees .

oh no ! exams ! ):

2010-08-28T22:38:00.002+08:00

wassup peeps !

exams are coming ! ): but good thing i only got 3 papers .

Sep 2 - Computing Maths from 9-11AM

Sep 6 - Object-Oriented Programming from 9-11AM

Sep 8 - Computer Systems & Security from 4-6PM

which means i only need to go school for 3 days in the next 2 weeks . :D

after that VACATION ! wooopeee !

i'm gonna work my ass of to get my bike next year .

and maybe a new phone . Samsung Galaxy ftw . teehees .

nah just kidding , that's too ex .

ohya , i got CPF ! wheee !

even though it's abit it's still kinda heartwarming for me .

a symbol of my hard work .

ohya guys , if you happen to watch the moon at around 7.30 to 8 PM ,

you will see that it's very low and it's bright reddish-orange .

me and my colleagues are stunned by how low the moon was at that time .

so to all poly students good luck for your upcoming exams .

and to my friends who's taking O's this year , good luck to you guys too .

hope to see you all in my school next year . :D

exams are coming ! ):

2010-08-23T08:58:00.001+08:00

hello everyone !

it's a week more to exams period in NYP .

aline: you got how many papers ?

me: ughs...5 . you ?

aline: same uhs .

me: i haven't start studying sia .

aline: me also !

me: hahas , you final year then nvr study !

aline:why you so young sia?

me:cause i'm....*got interupted*

aline: pork nice sia !!

me:WTF ?! i haven't even finish talking you go change subject !

those were the 2 conversations i had with Aline that made my work a lil more exciting . hehes .

then i went to runner's station ...

troy: you not fasting right ? eat uhs . *points to steak*

me: okok i try abit .

*cut a piece of it and place it in my mouth*

1min later , i'm still chewing the piece of steak .

it's so cold and it's doneness was medium , i guess .

so it's like harder to break the meat uhs . >.<

then chef: ehs , what you eating ?

me: steak .

chef: that one pork loin you know ?!

me: yea right , this one beef la !

chef: really la that one pork loin

me: ehs siallah , why pork taste so nice one ?!

chef: that one beef la ! where got pork loin !

me: WAHLAU EHS ! XD

i love working at HL ! uber fun and staffs are very friendly ! :D

*especially the scoopy girls* :D

me and hakim knows why . LOLS !

apa boleh buat nasib badan !

2010-08-20T00:46:00.001+08:00

hello everyone , sorry for not updating for a very very long time .

well , today i'm finally off from work !

yesterday was Aline Ong's 19th birthday , so happy birthday !

i will definitely remember the part when you gotta drink the Waterfall with 2x the usual shot !

bwahahas ! but don't worry i've seen worst .

morning called up Nuyun up before she head back to sleep again .

she had her Science Prac Assessment(SPA) Prelims . hope she will pass with flying colors .

then i head to sleep again and woke up at 11 , my fucking fan was SPOILED !

fucking hot so decided to sleep at my living room's sofa . *reminds me of my granny* ):

then woke up at 1.45 and get ready to go jamming and break fast with Nuyun after that .

after jamming called up Nuyun , and she said she cannot break fast outside .

kena paitao , AGAIN ! and was so effing pissed off ! UGHS !

i could have gone to work instead .

she's the reason why i asked for an off day today and shit happens .

haish , it's ok . i'm too used to it already .

btw , i love my blogsong . (: random .

ohya , happy birthday to twins , Haziqah and Hazirah Bte Sulaiman .

stay healthy and happy !

the dew of compassion is the tear

2010-07-28T01:10:00.000+08:00

alright , i know it's been a veeeeeeeeeeeeery long time that i last updated this blog of mine .
i had tons of projects , on top of that WORK !
yes , i'm currently working at Heaven's Loft .
i love the uber friendly staff and managers there .
even though sometimes can be tiring but its worth it sooner or later .
especially when i have enough money to buy an electric guitar !
weeeheee ! can't wait for it .

besides from school and work , everything else seems to be quite ok .
i rarely slack these days due to work/tiredness .
but what difference does it makes if i do slack . =/
anw , i'm between 2 choices .
and it's a choice that i must seriously think through before coming up with a decision .
i'm just afraid to make it .
i hope god gives me a sign for my decision . (: *prays hard*

to all the muslims out there , fasting month is coming ! yay !
lets all go on a diet ! lols .
i seriously don't know what to say , so.... peace ! (^.^)_V

who you gonna call ? mr-satay-man .

2010-06-24T04:48:00.000+08:00

omg , ok . my tittle is totally lame .
but i could not think of a good one now , so pardon me .
alright , so today , i mean just now ...
my class finally had a class outing - BBQ@ECP . yay-ness !
it was full of uber fun and i hope there would be more of these outings .

well , been thinking about everything going on with my life so far .
i realise that i have to step it up and make my mum really proud of me .
since my grandma's death , my mum ...
you should know how she feels , losing her mum .
i just hope she could move on like me .

and to my beloved friend , Norwadiana , happy 17th birthday to ya .
wish you all the best with your future .
and good health as well . :D
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and if YOU are reading this .
you should know who you are .
i'm really sorry if i have ever made you upset .
forgive me for making the decision i had made .
i'm sorry that i hurt you .
and you are the one that i need .
i hope i will be hearing from you soon .

ranting time :D

2010-06-21T01:38:00.001+08:00

alright guys , this is a ranting post .

so it's gonna be a post about me talking about some stuff . duh !

well , what gave me the idea to make this post is this picture :

it says , recommended pages "I Love Allah"

( fuck the Ashley Nicole page , i'm not gonna rant bout that ) .

it even says Many who like Avenged Sevenfold like this (Y) Like .

WTF ?

Firstly , i don't find the link in A7X and Allah .

i'm not being racist or anything here , cause i pray to Allah so yea , no racism ehs . :D

but , A7X who made several countless songs about , well to summarise everything , evil .

has no link to God .

to be honest if the page is I Love Jesus or Buddha i would still made this rant . :D

it's just ironic that many people who like A7X love Allah .

hahas , i think Allah appreciates A7X's music , thus having same taste as me . hehes .

secondly , i don't see the benefits of showing everyone that one love god

by making a facebook page .

you make like the page , but still your heart may be set to a different liking .

my advise , if you really love god , then pray .

pray as much as you can .

don't make a facebook page or even worst facebook profile . =/

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okay , enough ranting . lols .

to those readers who feel offended , that's your problem .

what i say are my opinions .

got any ideas for me to rant ? post it on my dusty tagboard . hehs .

till my next post .

adios . (:

her love will last forever

2010-06-18T02:27:00.000+08:00

hello everyone , it's been quite awhile since i last updated my blog .
and i have a good reason why for not doing so .
but first i would like to dedicate this post to my Grandmother , Katijah Binte Mohamed Saim .
for living a life full of tender , care and love of a good 76 years .
one of the person that raised me and my brother up since we were a baby .
i could still remember the times when she would pick me up from school when i was pri 1 .
she was still healthy and we walk for like 20mins to reach home .
i'm just glad that i was able to have a proper conversation with her the day before her death .
i could still remember her saying "listen to your mum , don't always make her feel worry for you" in malay .

now i'm just glad that she was buried safely .
i'm totally sad cause i know she will always be with me inside my heart .
and i would just like to say thank you to her for raising me up .

i think "beergirls" are interesting people .

2010-06-14T02:28:00.000+08:00

lols , ouhk , firstly i'll explain more about my title of this post .
well , have you ever seen those aunties or people who are waiters at coffeeshops
mostly selling beers ?
yea , i call them beergirls . LOLS !
it's big thought that how they got thier pay and all . cause they don't work for the coffeeshop .
its the coffeeshop that ask them to come and get paid by the tawkay or whatever .
hahas , just try to understand .
anw , world cup fever is everywhere and i'm really hoping for Argentina to win this year . (:
lols , that was random .
hmms , i'm still wondering how am i gonna win her heart .
i kinda feel uncomfortable with what she is going through .
haish , i kinda feel like like comforting her whenever she feels down .
i want to be her shoulder to cry on .
i want to be her pillar to support her .
nothing else matters if i odn't have the girl that i deeply and truly love .

it's not you, it's me

2010-06-08T19:02:00.000+08:00

well , hello guys .

after many considering thoughts ...

about her , i'm guessing i should not rant my problems with hopes that everything will become ok again .

maybe it's not her that is the problem , but maybe me .

thinking back at what i've done , it's definitely me .

what am i gonna do now ?

basically nothing , i'm just gonna hope that she realises it for herself .

then another question goes by my mind ; how long am i gonna wait ?

as long as it takes .

i don't want to waste my time , giving up on someone .

maybe not today , not tomorrow , not next week , not next month , not next year or the year after that .

but , i'm just gonna be patient .

these wounds won't seem to heal

2010-06-02T02:10:00.004+08:00

so as you all know about my previous post , i have fallen in love to her .
but as always , my life gets fucked and a huge smelly pile of SHIT , happened .
you know how much i cared for you ?
you know how much i want to spend time with you ?
you know how much i missed you if i nvr see you for a day ?
you know how much i would go , just for you ?
you know how patient i was for you ?

maybe you're just too blind to see my cold deceived heart .
well , what da heck , we all are still gonna die in our very own coffins .

i just can't believe how silly i was to even fallen for a girl 3 years younger than me .
but there is a saying , age is just a number .
well , i find it logically true , DUH !
even though she may not be very matured yet ,
but a certain feeling just floats around my body , whenever i'm with her .
love ? i don't think so now .
lies ? most probably it .

i could still remember a time when i was playing guitar
and composed an awesome intro + riff
and during that time i was sms-ing her ...
so i ask her what she was doing ?
then blah blah blah , she asked me back what was i doing ?
then on upon receiving that sms , the composing magic just happened .
i even called her my good luck charm ...
ironicly , luck is just a myth

well , what happened that made me rant about MY LIFE is because :
yesterday and earlier just now , i just could not believe the way you were .
yesterday , no goodbye ? not even a wave ? when that might be the last time i see you for the week ...
earlier , didn't even bother to talk to me , sms you and you're busy . ok la give you space ...
but even just now didn't bother to say goodbye .
when people give you attitude , you don't like ?
then just now was what ? oh , i'm guessing you really want to go to the toilet cause you can't hold it alr .
ok fine , whatever , i'm not in the rights to judge you .

so..........
.......
......
.....
....
...
.. fuck my life !

tear 'em apart

2010-05-19T22:00:00.000+08:00

heyall !
it's been a very long time since i last updated my blog .
well , lets slowly read through to what i have to say about :
my band ; i'm just getting too lazy to make one .
                but i would rather slack and make songs , which is what i have been doing . (:
                so i got a few songs , here and there .
                but all of them are drafts and i haven't even 100% complete one .

school ; well , getting used to the shit that i have to through in school
             i have always wish that there were no e-learnning shit .
             cause , the past few days , i could not access internet from my home .
             but now finally can . whee ! (:

other then those 2 , everything seems kinda similar ,
ohya , i fell in love with Ayul's GF's cousin , but guess what ?!
she like someone else . haaaaaaa ! fuck my life !

it's been so long ...

2010-05-08T13:31:00.000+08:00

wassup peeps !
so this week of school just went by in a snap .
school is getting boring and assignments are piling .
but the highlight of the week would probably yesterday , friday .
i was very stunned when i saw my childhood friend Irham .
we have not seen each other for 5 years !
saw him at south entrance , when the smokers of the class are going back into school .

me and ayu slacked at the library .
thought her abit on how to play the guitar .
and when i just randomly play some chords ,
i was shocked to see her filling up the riffs with lyrics .
we sang a few songs , i almost could sing and play guitar simultaneously .
then we head to yio chu kang mrt and went to our diff ways .

i went to rp to meet Zan and Oliver at the library .
then Maurice and Jorelle came along .
played some pool , slacked there till 7 .
otw out i saw Lubna !
lols , my P6 crush . =/
very shocked when she gave me a hug . *melts*
anw , after that took 966 home and drop dead on my bed .
LOLS !

anw , listen to the beats on my widget .
not basically my type of genre , but yea probably something nice to listen .
kinda tired of mainstreams alr . =/
itll my next post , adios !

ultraman goes "CHAAaaa!!"

2010-05-02T03:26:00.000+08:00

hey hey hey !
soo the past week has been awesome-ness .
school getting more comfortable with my classmates and all
number 1 hit song in nyp : "baby , baby , baby , woooOOOO!" by Justin Bieber
hahas , fucking joke artiste of 2010 .

anyway , my band line-up has been complete
Kamal - Vocalist
Hassan - Lead Guitarist(lefty)
Me - Rhythem Guitarist(righty)
Hans - Bassist
Kenneth - Drums
that's the good news .
but we have never met as a band and haven't jammed together yet
bassist and drummer would want to build the chemistry flowing by covering some songs
utterly waste of time
yawn
but i hope it's worth it for Band Of Sound 12 May 2010 @ Pasir Ris Elias CC
hopefully , with enough practise , we will join the event
to get some stage exposure . teehees .

besides that , just now slacked with the kecoh-kias at bedok resv
awesome-ness night , (there was sushi!) LOLS .
Azizan made me addicted to it now . ):
oh ya , me and zan are working in the same company now .
can't tell which company . teehees .
but i hope to become successful and get a steady income for license next year
woots woots !
so that's my quick update .
smell ya guys later . ^^

word of the day : TIRED

2010-04-27T23:29:00.000+08:00

firstly, i wanna say that FINALLY after more than 5 months,
i played soccer with my neighbourhood friends . hahas .
but after everything, i realise that my stamina has been depleted since the past 5months .
i got tired quite fast and my body aches like hell today when i woke up .
but, it's all worth it for not meeting up with them for a very long time . hehs .

secondly, an update on my cca, i decided to join adventure club .
cause it looks very fun and i love to explore and go for adventures .
and now, there will be a camp for the club's new members .
i'm kinda psyched for it .

lastly, since the band with Afee, Ayul, Nazih and Aneep has been disbanded,
i have decided to continue passion for music and form my own band .
with the help of my P.I.C Aziza(N)aga , he has help me found a left-handed guitarist and a vocalist .
now , i'm looking for a drummer and bassist .
hope we manage to find one soon cause i miss jamming ! (:
without the band fully formed, me and Kamal(vocalist) have some songs prepared alr .
so that will be great for the band .
our left-handed guitarist's name is Hassan .
but i haven't meet him yet . teehees .

sooooooooooooooo , till my next post .
i'm gonna sleep . my body is still aching . hehs .
ohya , watch Peter Chao in youtube .
he's a funny comedian like Russel Peters but only chinese version . lols . get it ?
okok , wanna catch some "Z"s .
adios amigos !

end of the moonlight

2010-04-22T03:35:00.000+08:00

wassssssuuuupppp !
so this pass few days had been kinda awesome for me .
the class seems to be more open with each other .
and on monday we got 2 new students , last minute enrolled .
tuesday got another 2 more new students . lols .

from then i manage to find people that i'm am comfortable with .
even though they are 18 and above . =/
good thing is , most of them smoke . lols , so i don't need to find people to smoke with .
and they are effing funny people .
i also saw some familiar faces in NYP .
and some bnss Alumni .

enough with the good stuffs , here comes the bad ones .
LECTURES ARE FUCKING WASTE OF TIME !
i find it so , as it's difficult to understand what the lecturer is saying . (those theorical lectures)
and it's either i end up braindead or i just read the books and don't even follow the lecture .
most of the days i need to wake up like school timing , for example if i have to reach school by 8 . =/
but worst come to worst i end at 4 .
excluding cca which i have not decided on .

hmms , i'm wondering if i would wanna join Guitar Club , Ultimate Frisbee or Canoe&Kayak .
if i join guitar club , i can extend my knowledge of guitars .
if i join ultimate frisbee , i can excersice more and get fit .
if i join canoe&kayak , i can relax and i find it interesting .
well , just see the club crawl tmr then .

adios amigoes , school starts at 12 , gotta head to bed .

freshies are taking over

2010-04-17T00:48:00.000+08:00

so tuesday was like my course's orientation .
overall , it was boring . and it was only a 1 day orientation .
no camps , no water games what-so-ever .
just 8 hours of a mix of walking / listening ...
the only good thing was that we all get to know abit more of our classmates and mentor .

friday we need to head back to school again to collect our matrix card .
meet hong at Koufu .
idk why he wore so smart for , like going for a job interview sia . =/
after we got our cards , explore school for awhile .
print out my timetable .
after that went to yio chu kang int to apply for our tertiary cards .
but the ticket office was closed .
so me and hong went to pasir ris int via cab and applied there .

after everything head homed and slept .
woke up at around 11 + . had tons of miss calls and msgs . =/
hahas .

brrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr !

2010-04-03T02:08:00.000+08:00

ohio everyone , it's been a very long time since i last post .
teehees . school starts on 19 April . (:
can't wait . orientation on 13 April . hope it's gonna be fun .

tuesday met up with ma babygirl . ^^
actually thought of taking her to tamp safra to play bowling .
but she got curfew so i just met her at eunos inter and sent her home .
due to the lack of time .
but we slacked at mac for awhile coz she have not been having a proper meal for 2 days .
so i just gave her money to buy her some food to eat .
then slacked for awhile at the bus stop while waiting for ma bus .
i missed 2 busses so that i could spent some more time with her . teehees .
when the third bus came we said our goodbyes and she ____ me . (:
fill in the blanks .
even though it wasn't long , i still enjoy spending time with her .

thursday , decided to slack with bruddher afee , ayul and aneep at bedok reservoir .
met at 2AM , yes i had to walk from ubi to bedok resv .
how i wish i'm 18 . hahas . a few more months . (10 to be exact)
ayul made us laugh our asses out almost the whole time .
certain time when my stomach was cramping from laughing too much . hahas .
homed at 6AM , and mum was awake .
i thought i'm gonna be dead .
she asked me where i went .
i replied i went for a jog .
she bought it . lols .
technically i did , so it's not lying . (:

15 more days to the start of ma first semester .
can't wait to meet new people there .
ohya , have you watch the coke advertisement ?
when the dude drank a bottle or coke and goes "brrrrrrr!" .
hahas , the guys are so obsessed with that word .

while i'm paperchasing .

2010-03-29T00:01:00.000+08:00

wassup peeps .

today was woken up by my babygirl when she called me .

i was forced to get up .

but a few mins later my bed seduced me back to sleep . hahas .

luckily my alarm rang , and i snoozed it .

a few mins later i forced myself to go bath cause it's already 1.30PM .

and i was suppose to meet Afee and Zan by 2PM .

left home at 2.30PM , and we head to city hall .

went to penin check out some guitars .

didn't know that penin have a jamming studio at top floor across spellbound .

it's in a guitar shop , the shop plays those Jazz/Soul songs .

the shop charge $16/hour and there's only 1 studio .

after that we walked to POMO shopping centre to play lan .

effing cheap sia $2/hour . (:

zao at around 7PM and head to illuma to slack at topfloor .

we slacked until 9.30PM and head home .

it's a very relaxing yet fun day with the guys .

slacking at town is the best . ^^

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ L Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ O Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ L Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ

2010-03-28T00:12:00.000+08:00

hey kiddies .

been like 6 days since i last updated after an incident i had .

hahas , but it's all over now .

finally some inner peace has been found within me .

i'm just gonna do a quick update .

Monday (22 March)

didn't had work , so decided to slack with 547 .

Tuesday (23 March)

slacked at bedok reservior with bffls .

tons of laughs , sadly nadiah had to leave early .

she missed out the best part of that night .

Wednesday (24 March)

ughs , forgotten what i did on wednesday .

oh ya , slacked with 547 at night with afee and the rest .

Thursday (25 March)

had work like usual , rained heavily when we we're about to head home from work .

slacked at coffeshop till 5.30 .

won afee chess twice in a row , after having a losing streat against him . (:

at night , went to afee's place to jam .

practise for saturday jamming session at Club Paradise @ Tamp .

Friday (26 March)

was supposedly to meet somebody after work and treat her lunch .

but sadly , her friend was late and boss decided to close shop early . -.-

so tried to meet her at expo .

when i arrived expo , she was at one of the halls .

got lost , and went to the ITE Simei side of expo .

almost gave up , called her again asking where she was .

and then i just realised that she was @ the taxi stand opposite Max Pavilion .

so must walk back , just to meet her .

then her abg angkat came . ):

messed up my mood .

but in the end still got to meet her , even it's for awhile .

then at night went to afee's house to jam again .

Saturday (27 March)

was woke up by her at around 12.50 pm .

thank god that she called me , if not i bet i'm gonna be sound asleep and forgot bout the jamming session .

me , afee , adib and ein went to Club Paradise @ Tamp .

Afee : Guys , don't be late for our jamming session later . be at the place by 3pm sharp !!

in the end , he was 30mins late . LOL !

then after jam , i had to work at tamp outlet .

(somebody called me bangla) >.<

straight forward

2010-03-22T16:16:00.000+08:00

why can't people in this world be straight forward ?

for example : want someone to stop bugging you , be straight forward and ask him/her to bug off .

life would be much more easier for everyone .

people can get over with thier life much faster .

one thing that i dislike the most , when someone just never took the effort to be straight forward

and i have to find out , the hard way .

on top of that , other people would get involved and make the job even tougher .

but after finding out the whole truth , i come to realise that , being straight forward seriously saves the effort .

and does not put friendships in a huge risk .

what people use when not being straight forward ?

easy ; sarcasm !

one of the disrespectful way of communication .

kinda pathetic though , using sarcasm .

i blame my sec 3 + 4 form teacher for hating sarcasm so much . hahas .

well , about everything . i guess i should not have hide my true feelings .

thus the saying : if you hide your true feelings , you will never have true happiness .

happiness...something i didn't have for a long time .

just waiting for the right person to give me...happiness .

the word is : random

2010-03-20T03:03:00.000+08:00

heyloo everyone .
dah lamer tak update blog , bukan tak , cumer malas .
update aper pun aper gunanyer , mcm ade orang nak bacer gitu .
so lately have been accompanying Nurul Arrysa Binte Juhari on the phone till late 4am + . =/
and just now she was scared to go to the toilet alone .
she almost crapped on her pants , literally . (:
thank god she have a friend like me , to accompany her .
but in the end , she just wasted my time . =/

so like , she is effing irrtated by some guy and me , cause even now she is otp with me .
so whatever i typed , is being read to her .
and i got scolded for saying the part about her in the first paragraph . =/
she can't stop singing lagu Suci Dalam Debu and she kept on singing the "Cinta bukan hanya di mata" .
where's the rest of the song ?! (:
oh ya i got scolded again . ^^

now , i'm being forced to log on to her twitter and read all of her 178 twits for her . ):
i ran out of saliva and didn't have a sip of water . it's like being in a drought .
imagine the torture !!! >.<
such an angel , purposely put the receiver near the fan .
she self-proclaim that she is in London , "London alot of wind perhs!"
after the nice things i said about her , she called me a stalker . ):
wahlau . dier nak buat kekek ahs , cakap "What to do , parcel of life . "
Yun , not funny sia ! =/
someone's irritated . (:

ouhk , i think this is enough , before she gets mad .
but she will never be mad . ^^
just want to give her a moment of relief .
till' my next post , bye sweethearts . haha , hoho ! (nuyun knows) (:

time is running out .

2010-03-14T21:41:00.000+08:00

heyyaaa peeps .
well , been kinda a tiring week for me . (like how everyweek has been)
but it's extra tiring , cause of the requirments that needed to be done before entering poly .
on the other hand , i will FINALLY get my own personal laptop .
kinda sucks to keep waiting for my bro to come home from work so that i could use his .
anyways , i think here is enough , i'm having a headache .
i think drinking double chocolate too much has triggered it . lols .
sooooooooooooooooo , you guys take care .
adios .

a new semester !

2010-03-07T23:52:00.000+08:00

finally my enrolment guide to NYP is finally here .
after all those times worrying that they sent it to another address .
finally it's here !!!
wooooooooooooooooooooooo...
even my mum is excited . hahas .
she is even willing to buy me more clothes for poly . *sayang my mum lots* lols .

wokay , enough with the excitement , i now need to do lots of stuff before school starts .
kinda irritating...
but i'm gonna put that aside first and blog bout how my weekend was .
yesterday , i followed Zan Naga to jam with his buddies at Bugis .
along the day , i made many new friends . *esp CIGs* <<< Only me and Zan knows . ^^
jammed till 9+ then headed to Chambers as they wanted to play L4D .
and f#@! i forgot to bring my IC and i could not sign up to play .
so Zan , Oliver and me head to Coffee Bean to relax and slack for awhile .
after that Zan took me to a place to eat , his treat . hahas , so kind .
then we homed .

about today , slacked with the guys of 547 like usual .
was supposed to meet Afee , but i already did not slack ytd as i was at Bugis so today decided to slack .
and as the time passes by Uncle Buffet and Rizal ask me and Ayul a very random question ;
"Ehs , you two siblings ahs ?" said Uncle Buffet to us . "Ko abang dier perhs ?" said Rizal to me .
LOLS ! Me ?! Abang ?! HolyWTF ! hahas , kinda great to have a little brother , since i don't have one . =/
so for once , i am the big brother for a change . hahas .
homed at 11+ .

Nurul Arrysa Binte Juhari is sick . ):
i hope that she will get well soon ! if not i will do what ever it takes to make you healthy again . ^.^

tears infection...

2010-03-01T01:15:00.000+08:00

heyoooooo...

been awhile since i last updated . probably too tired/lazy/busy . lols .

nothing interesting that happened these few days .

not much things to say neither .

ouhs , except :

i have been watching an anime entittled : Myself ; Yourself .

it's a very touching yet has a pinch of comedy kinda of show .

the season only has 13 Episodes , which i think it's kinda tooooooo little .

this show was first publicised on the Oct 3 , 07 to Dec 26 , 07 .

lols , it's been 2 years ago .

probably because there's lots of other shows to choose from .

my rating for this show : 9/10 (:

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Summary :

Hikada Sana returns to his hometown after 5 years away living in Tokyo.

Although there are some changes to the town, most has remained the same.

On a detour to his apartments, he notices a girl in a shrine maiden outfit watching him when he visits the shrine.

He finds out, the next day at school, that this girl is actually Yatsushiro Nanaka , his old childhood friend whom he gave a bracelet to before he left, that she still wears, even to this day.

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lols , you can watch the series and many other shows here !

for Myself ; Yourself Episodes here !

Enjoy ! (:

it's like a supermassive blackhole

2010-02-18T17:26:00.001+08:00

hey , since lappy still at home decided to do a quick update before i have my nap .
ughs , today's work tiring as usual . at first , my alarm rang at the usual 9.30 AM .
i woke up and went back to sleep . lols .
luckily for me i had a text message at 10 AM and it woke me up .
phew , if i didn't had that message , idk what time i would wake up today .
today i had to wash up the cups , cutlery and plates at the shop .
one of the fucking knife cut through my finger . ):
guess i deserved it , hehs , only she knows why .
then boss drove me and Adib to tamp , had lunch there instead of the usual changi outlet .
loved the mash potato there . *drools*
oh ya , Adib made a bet with me that boss will give me a ride home .
so we made the bet and the stakes are 3 sticks of ciggs .
at first Adib wanted it to be $50 since we both got our pay .
but i don't like to bet money .
and guess what , i won the bet . lols .
so i had to go home via bus .

idk what was i thinking earlier today .
haish , maybe i'm the one who has neglected you .
and even so , you seem happy with yourself .
hehs , i'm just glad that you are .

blame it all on music

2010-02-18T04:00:00.000+08:00

hey peeps , argh , i haven't been updating my blog again . lawls .

i'm having thoughts if NYP gonna be the poly for me and if i have choose the right course .

i'm pretty unsure myself , and i still could be care-free on important stuffs .

loads of questions has been wandering around my mind all week .

like , when is the first day of school ?

when can we buy our text books ?

is there any orientation ? and if yes , when and where ?

haish , i'm just hoping that they would send us a letter or e-mail an answer for the questions .

that's just one part of my life , school .

family ? well , let's not go there .

friends ? they are my pillars of strength . more like retards that we always share our laughs together , lols !

handphone is getting less busy as usual .

not getting the miss calls from her anymore .

guess she's happy with her life with or without me . so , why waste my time ?

haish , time to wake up and smell the roses .

too lazy to continue ...

tick tock tick tock boom !

2010-02-08T17:18:00.001+08:00

omfgholyshitzwtf !
it's been more than a week since i last updated ma blog .
lols , was too tired and busy with other stuff .
trying not to make this post a long and wordy one , i'll summarise everything up .

1st Feb - Monday
went out to town with besties Afee , Nadiah and Syahirah !
cam-whored , laughed , slacked together for the whole day !
it was awesome and was tired posing at the ion orchard's statues , lols .
you gotta see the pics then you'll know
this is the day the four of us commemorate the middle date between Afee's and my birthday .
pictures will be updated to ma facebook , once i have them .

2nd Feb - Tuesday
this day is the eve of my birthday . teehees .
my family decided to celebrate my birthday on this day as most of them had work on the actual day .
so yeah , had a 1-day early celebration and i totally loved it !
joining us was my bestest bro Afee ... and Ein .
cutting the cake session was held at home before heading out for our dinner .
when Afee took out his uber cool camera , my sis-in-law just rememberred that she forgot to bring up hers .
SIS : Alamak , terluper nak bawak camera . (Holyshit , forgot to bring camera . )
BRO : camera kat maner ? (where's the camera ? )
SIS : kat bawah lah ! (downstairs lah ! )
BRO : kat kereta ehs ?! ( inside the car ehs ?! )
then everyone knew the first surprise of the day , which was my bro borrowed my sis-in-law's bro's car .
hahas !
then we all head to Changi Airport's Swensens to have our dinner there .
saw 2 cute chickies . LOLS !
opened my presents and my sis-in-law got me a uber cool jacket from Uniqlo so that i wont be cold in the lectures at poly . hahas , awww .
then the next present my bro and sis wrapped it with several wrapping papers .
took me like 10 mins to open all the wrappers .
end up inside , my bro got me some new ______ .
hahas , it's a secret .
then we went to E!Hub's Orchid Bowl to play bowling and then homed .
pictures will be uploaded to my facebook , once i get them .

3rd Feb - Wednesday (Ma birthday)
whole day slacked with 547 . hahas .
and i learnt how to play Tears Don't Fall(Acoustic) - Bullet For My Valentine .

4th Feb - Thursday
slacked at 547 .

5th Feb - Friday
slacked at 547 again .

6th Feb - Saturday
went out to sempang bedok to celebrate Afee's birthday with his family .
had dinner at Spize .
me and afee was like , "look at the back of thier uniform"
the uniform got a Spize font and the word crew below it .
and i was like if the word crew change into girls , the shirt would be uber cool ! LOLS !
after dinner Afee and me slacked at 547 and then homed .

7th Feb - Sunday
had work . wedding services at tamp .
547 thought of working so that we could $15 from the money to make our brotherhood rings .
sounds gay , but the sentimental value of the ring will always be valued by us ! ^^
but end up , Ayul got some problem at Pasir Ris so he can't work .
Mimi was tired after ton-ning at Que's house .
so left Que , Afee and me working .
after 5:00PM . we had to stack up the chairs and tables .
after a few of them had been cleared ,
some other guys from work decided to play takraw with a ball of alluminium foil .
one of them wanted to kick the ball , but he slipped on a piece of plastic and fall hard on his ass ! LOLS !
a few other dudes were still clearing up the buffet table , and they had to move some leftover ice .
one of them slipped as the floor was wet , and he too fall hard on his ass ! hahas !
funny stuff .

whoops , i guess this post is long enough . so i'm gonna stop here and have a nap before heading to 547 .
aites , you guys take care .
adios !

Happy 17th Burpday Hafeez !

2010-01-30T23:59:00.030+08:00

Introducing ... Noor Hafeez Bin Adbul Rashid ! [aka Fee Nix] LOLS !

(don't kill me for uploading this pic)

Well , guess what ?? ... today is this monkey's 17th birthday !

lols , so I would like to dedicate this post for my bro , Hafeez .

muahahas , I hope all of your dreams , wishes and ambitions will be reached .

I pray that you will stay healthy and happy throughout .

I hope that you will have a long and exciting life ahead !

not forgetting , lastly , I hope that our friendship will last till the rest of our life .

hahas , next year take licence together aites ? ^^

chapter four

2010-01-29T10:30:00.002+08:00

helloooooooo everyone !
it's been quite awhile since i last updated .
hahas , finally got hold of the laptop from my bro .
*can't wait for my own , so it's even more convenient for me to blog* ^^
anws , guess what ?!

Conversation with 74688(27/1)
MOE:MUHAMMAD RIDHWAN B RAZALI you are posted to NANYANG POLY, MULTIMEDIA & INFOCOMM TECHNOLOGY (75) under 2010 JAE.

FUCK! Soooooo far !
lols , my one and only choice that i put under NYP
and that very choice i got .
dang !
in the end , i decided to appeal .

Dear MUHAMMAD RIDHWAN B RAZALI (S93****0I),

Thank you for submitting an application to apply for course(s) under JAE Appeal 2010.

You have submitted your JAE Appeal application on 27 Jan 2010 10:38 AM. You have indicated the following as your JAE Appeal choice(s):

Choice 1: Media & Communication Technology (TP) ;
Choice 2: Info-Communications (TP) ;
Choice 3: Mechatronics (TP) ;

HAHA ! I wanna go TP with Afee ! lols , i don't care what course i got into .
well , i'm gonna be late for work .
Tomorrow is Afee's Bday ! LOLS !

brace yourself for love , sweet love , secret love .

2010-01-24T23:07:00.000+08:00

hie everyone !
whoa , it's been a while since I last updated .
well , ytd was Maria Margarita Lampitok Amente 's (aka SHORT) 17th burpday !
celebrated at East Coast 's Goldkist Chalet .
kinda huge place . got alot of blocks and I almost got lost .
hahas , at first everyone was having fun .
but , sooner or later , the fun starts to last as I was wanted .
haish , I was just about to enjoy my Saturday .
Afee was with me and he zao-ed at around 9 + .
he had to pass Ayul's wallet .

back at the chalet , played truth or dare at first .
the game then became dare or dare . LOLS .
Madeline must asked for someone's number .
Sheila had to walked around the whole chalet with like 10 + pad's plastered at her thighs .
hahas , then we got bored .
so a few of us decided to go off first .
then homed at 11 P.M + .
otp with Nuyun , Adha and Farhan till 3 A.M +
woke up at 6 A.M to pray , found out that I slept throughout the whole conference ! LOLS .
then went to bed again .

hahas , today just went to Adib's house slacked for awhile
spent the whole time playing Megaman on Afee's psp .
my childhood favourite game . ^^
fucking difficult to defeat the bosses sia !
imba-ness .
then head to tamp to visit Boss .
he said he bored , so he asked Adib to accompany him .
hahas , lols sia Boss .
when everyone couldn't not finish thier food , they leave the leftovers for me .
then I say to Boss : boss , i like dustbin sia . you all never finish eating then give me .
hahas , I blame Nuyun for calling me dustbin then now i became one . lols !
then me and Afee zao-ed at 9.30P.M
and Adib stayed behind to do the closing for the shop .
homed at 10.15 P.M
and now , otp with Nuyun again . teehees .

~~i wish i could tell you everything ...~~

ready to spread my wings so i can realise...

2010-01-19T01:42:00.000+08:00

wassup people . hehs, my previous post effing colourful right ?

lols, random .

today had work , thought boss would not be working as he told us he will be at the hospital to accompany ladyboss .

but in the end he did stop by the shop .

yea , today was a half-day for us .

in the end i work for 3 hours = $15 , pathetic sia . but it's still hard work ! (:

oh yea , here's a funny conversation that i had with boss last wed :

*while i was moping the floor*

Boss : Wan ! You know what date is this coming monday ?

Me : Errr, 18 ah Boss .

Boss : Do you know what special occasion fall on this date ?

Me : Huh ? Chinese New Year ah boss ?

Boss : No larhs ! Even more special .

Me : Ouhs ! Kentavious(boss's newborn baby) Birthday ahs ?!

Boss : Yaaaaaaaaaaaaa!

hahas, so random sia boss .

oh ya one was on last thursday :

Boss : Tomorrow , i give all of you, your 1 week pay .

Me : Huh ? 1 week pay straight ?

Boss : Ya , so you all can buy my Kentavious a birthday present .

hahas. i really enjoy chatting with Boss .

work is always less tedious when your having fun doing your work .

well , today , Afee, Adib and Me went to Tamp to shop as Afee wanted to buy some new clothes .

on the way , had lots of fun , lots of stuff to say but i don't want to make this post too word-dy .

then at night slacked at Petal area . hehs. interesting night . ^^

that's all for today, i wanna hit the sacks .

tomorrow got work !

soooooo, like good night everyone .

i hope i get to meet Nuyun on wed ! (:

we all have teeth that sink underneath

2010-01-17T23:46:00.039+08:00

helloooo everybody !

hmms, kinda have nothing to update bout.

except this, from today, its 17 more days to my 17th Bdae ! teehees.

i don't even know what to do.

i feel like booking a BBQpit or sth.

at least can celebrate with Hafeez !

oh ya, we planned to go to some pub, but looks like it's gonna be cancelled .

due to some particular reason that i'm not sure of .

hahas.

i re-dyed my hair, make it more light brown-ish.

the weird thing is that, my sideburns are still black !

hahas.

i'm so effing lazy to re-dye my burns.

anw, i just hope that i get into Temasek poly.

oh ya this is what i applied :

1st : N82 Film, Sound & Video @ Ngee Ann

2nd : N76 Audio-Visual Technology @ Ngee Ann

3rd : T33 Chemical Engineering @ Temasek

4th : T48 Psychology Studies @ Temasek

5th : T12 Media & Communication Technology @ Temasek

6th : C75 Multimedia & Infocomm Technology @ Nanyang

7th : T16 Game & Entertainment Technology @ Temasek

8th : T13 Computer Engineering @ Temasek

9th : T22 Interior Architecture & Design @ Temasek

10th : R24 Sonic Arts @ Republic

11th : R35 Game Design @ Republic

12th : R32 Communication and Information Design @ Republic

hahas, some of the choices i just have no idea why i choose them

but they seem interesting .

i just can't stop thinking bout Nuyun .

she seem to have a bad mood and don't want to talk about it to me .

well, it's ok .

i just hope whatever that is bothering her will stop bothering her . (:

ok, time to dota against Ayul Pinky !

Adios !

surrender to the serenading sounds

2010-01-15T01:06:00.003+08:00

hellooooo, everyone !

whoa, it's been awhile since I last update.

bout my results i got 18 points.

kinda sucks but better than failing. wheee.

i have registered for my poly admission.

and i hope i get into Temasek.

ohya, ytd 13 Jan, i had a shortage of $10.

and just now, boss told me got another shortage of $10.

i was like wtf ?! not again...

well, he did a recount with me.

total cash in register = $781.80

total sales = $ 591.90

float(money in cash register at the start of day) = $190

total money received = $781.80 - $190 = $591.80

shortage 10cents.

HAHAS, i was so scared till death if there will be another shortage of $10.

*phew*

eh, ko nak aper dari aku lagik uhs ?

ko kater nak diam.

banyak ko punyer nak diam.

tak perlu ah sia spam kat tagbox aku nie smue.

gy mampos sudah...

lebih aman sia dunia kalau ko da mampos.

in a crocked little town, never lost and never found.

2010-01-11T01:47:00.000+08:00

hey everyone.

today has been an average day, that is yet not so average.

because tomorrow, 11 Jan, is the day when all the O'level results will be released.

and I have a feeling that I will not do well.

hahahahas.

anyways, i just want to wish everyone good luck for tomorrow.

hmms, i have nothing else to update.

oh ya, do support my workplace at Expo area.

its at a building beside Mappletree Industries.

the name of the restaurant is Chef Kenny.

hehes, oh ya one more thing, i have a new task now besides being the Service Crew Leader.

my task is to handle complaints. SHIT!

i hope i can just remain calm and patient with the customers.

wish me luck! (:

touchin the light in your eyes, that keeps coming back

2010-01-10T14:04:00.000+08:00

hey, how life so far ?

well, mine has been great.

played sepak takraw for the past 4 days and maybe today we will be playing again. lols.

oh yea, ytd was effing kecoh like hell, lols.

me and Azizan was walking to go to Mac, when he saw someone slacking under the block.

Azizan : Oi! Oi! Oi!

Me : Your friend ahs ?

Azizan : Oh Shit, walk faster, walk faster.

Me : WTF ?

Azizan : Wrong person ahs...paiseh.

hahahahas.

you should see him play sepak takraw, uber cute.

when he ask for ball to tekong, he like flagging for cab.

lols.

anyway, bout the matter between me and someone, i'm just too lazy to fucking talk to you. everyone is lazy. i got more important matters to take note about than yours. so just please don't fucking disturb my life anymore. you have no rights to say how my attitude is when you don't even know me fully so just shut the fuck up and stop your immaturity. sometimes i wonder that you are the one that needs to be more mature instead of me. and masih tak puas hati, turon Bedok, kalau takot cakap aje ah sia, aku malas nak jejak Pasir Ris lagyk.

guess whaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat ?

2010-01-06T17:50:00.000+08:00

hello world !

today was my second day of work at Chef Kenny.

i just got my uniform today, woohoo.

but the sleeves are short. dang, blame my long hands. hehs.

after 2 days of working, looks like i'm gonna be the Service Crew Leader aka SCL.

cause, our previous SCL has been promoted to be a Chef ! now, he is a Chef-in-training. lols.

anyways, for those of you who heard of such restaurant, please come down and support us.

[so that i could ask for a raise. lols]

hmmms, i got lots of issues with somepeople who somehow dislikes me mixing around with thier friends.

i don't know what's thier effing problem, but the only way i see it is that they might be afraid to lose thier friends to me. lols-much.

i hope i meet them soon, so that i could give a barehand or two to them to make them realise how dumb and unreasonable they are acting.

to the people mention above, you know who you are : you're saying that i should just mix around with people around my area...well, by the way, i'm not from Bedok smartasses. and i intend to mix around with Bedok people because somehow i find them more fun to mix around then the ones in Ubi. (no offence to Ubi people) lols. you're argument with me yesterday, has no logic at all. i guess you guys are soooooooooo smart that you don't have logic. oh ya, one more thing, why must I not be friends with Nuyun and Ayat(your friends) when i still have friends that are also you friends. just think about it, take ur time, cause if you rush your smart brains, it will cause a headache. (: ohya, one last thing, you wanna meet me to talk about it, come down Bedok North Street 3 Block 547, i'll be waiting.

enough ranting, now i'm just getting prepared to go of to Bedok to play sepak takraw.

hehs, see you guys on my next post.

Adios Amigos. (:

i'm not obsessed, just impolite

2010-01-04T22:57:00.002+08:00

hey babehs...

guess what?... G-stringgggggggg. lols, jkjk.

seriously, guess what?...

i start work tomorrow! wooooooooo!

what time must wake up tmr? errr, 9A.M!

sucks, must wake up early...

beats waking up at 5 or 6A.M, to prepare for school! hahas.

aniways, after a long period of time, me and afee today went to grandlink to play pool.

and now, the price is $8.50 instead of the original $10.50. wooooooooooo!

afee won 4 games, when i only won 1! hahas, i know i suck.

or maybe i'm just getting rusty. lols.

after pool, played daytona!

this time i owned afee every race! muahahas, i still can drift like a pro. lols, like real.

well, idk what to post anymore...

currently eating and webcaming with Dear Nuyun! (:

to all those people that got school tmr...stay in school! hahas.

hey, you know who you are...

what is your effing problem?

i have no intentions to steal your friend [haqizah/harizah] !

it's not up to you to choose who she want to be friends with.

you don't own her, so stop talking like she is some property that could be stolen.

so just accept the fact that she is my friend and i am her friend.

i'll swim the ocean for you

2010-01-04T02:09:00.000+08:00

hello everyone, the past few days i have kinda busy or tired.

so i entrusted on Nuyun to do some quick updates for me. hehes.

idk why, but she just enjoys it.

well, i'm just glad that she is happy. (:

today, i mean yesterday 03/01/2010, was the day of 4D'09's bbq outing at pasir ris park.

so in the morn, i met up with Ayul as he wanted to accompany me to go to paris and meet up with Raudhah.

woke up at 9A.M in fact when i slept at 4A.M.

off to paris we waited for Raudhah at block 228. (i almost pee-ed in my pants cause of over-drinking of water)

listen a few songs, slacked and waited.

called Nuyun and ask her to come down, but she still haven't bath.

omg, in fact, it's getting cloudy like gonna rain. lols. in the end, didn't get to meet her. ):

it's ok, lols. after slacking head off for lunch and disturb Ayul like calling him names that he don't like.

for example : Ayul Pinky Boi, lols, aka APB. hahahahahas.

then we randomly spot pink items, clothes, etc...

head to Escape to accompany Raudhah apply job there. but otw to Escape, Ayul had to go off early.

slacked at Mac, saw this uber cute Doreamon Rabbit soft toy and bought it for Que, coz he hearts Doreamon. don't ask me why.

waited for Ein to arrive then met 4D(my class, not 4D as in play 4D/toto) at Escape entrance.

head off to our pit and i just grab a guitar and go slack at one corner. lols.

when i'm hungry then i go get something to eat.

after eating, slack at one corner again, lols, till 9P.M.

ein, syed and me head off.

ein and me took cab home.

reach home around 9.45P.M and rest on my bed and.........played guitar. lols.

i'm not saying i'm a good guitarist or what so ever, i just hearts playing it. teehees.

oh yea, i'm currently addicted to a few songs that you guys should listen to.

1. Kelsey - Metro Station

2. Just Impolite - Plushgun

3. Lights Off - Jay Sean

4. Replay - I-Yaz

hehes, alrighty then. that's all for today. for those of you suckers that have school later, better go sleep early.

muahahahahas. random.

oh ya, one more thing...stay in school! hahas, random again.

till' my next post, see yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!

2010-01-03T00:02:00.000+08:00

Oi People! Hiiii. Miss me or not?
This blooooooody wan lazy to update his blog again.
Oh oh, error. He said that he was TIRED. (Macam-macam ah luuu.)

He said that he was going to Pasir Ris tomorrow and thought of meeting me.
But. I'm going to Tampines to buy... mmm, socks?

WAN: Oi, yun.. kat pasir ris tak jual stokin pe?!

Sial right? That's why ah. Mintak kene tampar dengan keyboard.
See. see. He say I puki. People don't be friends with someone like him okay.
No lahhh, joke.

I wanna kill Wan for having the same message tone like Ex-Boyfriend.
Kimaaaaak (drag..)
Okay forget about him. I'm moving on. And I think I found one butch who's way cuter!
Fuck shuddup yun. Ayat and Wan gonna skin me alive for sure. (roll eyes..)

Okay shit. My dad starts to nag already.
Bye people.

2010-01-02T00:04:00.000+08:00

Aye'am Captain!

Hi People!
Okay. Nuyun's here.
Ridhwan asked me to update his blog.
So ya, as y'know nowadays my life been haywired.
This "kindhearted" Ridhwan accompanied me till early morning.
Cried to him about Boyfriend's lately behaviour.
Oh oh. "Boyfriend".

Currently conferencing call with him and Sarah!
He starts talking about Avenged Sevenfold Drummer died.
Zzzz. It's my fourth time hearing him repeating the same thing.
Mmmm, Sarah says that she knew about it because she reads his blog for the first time TODAY.
Coincidence much hur?

*Listening to Wan singing*
SHUT UP LAH WANNNN!
I don't know why I couldn't stop laughing while updating his blog.
And he goes FUCK LAH NUYUN!
Cibai much right? Don't know how to appreciate hur?!
Heh.

Alamak. Your call plak.
Memekak lah memekak lah. Okay joking.
People, im bored. Entertain me laaaaah.
This boy is entertaining himself right now and left me alone.

And he just said that he wanna kills me.
Bastard kan?! Fuck him.
heh. joking je.

Okaylah. Mendadak already.

Bye!

MTV, please make a tribute for The Rev

2009-12-30T23:04:00.008+08:00

hello everyone !

hey! today, yes 30 December, is Nurul Arrysa Binte Juhari's birthday!

hahas, then the next day is New Year's Eve. lols.

well to Nur Arrysa Binte Juhari : just want to say Happy Birthday! and hope that your dreams and wishes will come true. i hope that you will stay healthy and cheerful for the years to come. if not i'm gonna cut ur hair botak! lols.

that's just the good news, the bad news :

Stage Name : The Rev

Real Name : James Owen Sullivan

Band : Avenged Sevenfold, Drummer.

the following person mention is....dead. ):

i can't confirm the statement above, but it is a rumour hangin around my mind that i could not stop thinking bout it.

i hope it's only a rumour...

i'm just wondering if she...

baby, u got the curse of the curves.

2009-12-28T15:29:00.004+08:00

wassup everyone!it's been awhile since i last updated my blog! it's not like i don't want to update, but everytime i went home, my bro brought lappy to work. lols, hahas.

well, the past few days been talking to Nurul Arrysa Binte Juhari. hahahahas, such a kampong name. but she is mostly known as Nuyun. xD

i'm suppose to go meet 547 for an outing, but i'm too lazy to go. i'm getting more and more bored slacking with them. lols. hmms, idk what to do at home. tried calling Nuyun but can't get through. hehs? oh ya, she got a new haircut, which i think i just say a pic of her new hairdo. but, look like no difference. lols.

yesterday was actually karaoke night at Nazih's crib. but was watching Singapore Idol and Sezairi Sezali won! ownage dudes! 3 times malay guy won S.I. hahas, i sound racist, but it's the fact. i hope another malay guy win next year, aka, ME! LOLS! in my dream sia.

hmms, look like this is it, for today(?). see ya on my next post.

cause i'm abit tongue tied

2009-12-26T00:20:00.005+08:00

wassup brothers/sisters from another mother. lols.

well, ytd and today been very fun day for me.

for ytd, i went to Chef Kenny at changi to meet up with Chef Afee and Nazih! (:

waited for them to finish work.

got a free drink of sparkling fruit punch at Chef Kenny.

kinda nice. but after that my stomach hurts from too much gas. lols.

then we head to Afee's crib to slack for awhile before Afee's second shift.

Afee and Naz went to tamp, while i went home. then at night went to bedok to slack.

today went to met up afee at bedok around 5+, then went to tamp to accompany Afee.

slacked for awhile. walked around tamp for awhile then home-ed.

at home, talk to my nenek. giving her riddles and jokes. she so cute when she laugh.

hahas. Afee knows what i meant. lols.

well, Haziqah decided to not know me at all. fine up to her.

she don't want us to be friends. like i said, it's ok, it's alright. it's not the end of the world.

soooooooo, onlined and tried to cheer Nuyun up.

and now just doing a quick update. lols.

idk what else to update. oh ya, i got a new job at Chef Kenny with my 3 dearest bros.

wheeee, we all cna work together. (:

but, i only start work next year. hahas.

i don't mind, it's in less than i week til' i'm gonna start work.

and i'm gonna expect to gain weight from eating the food at Chef Kenny for lunch.

hahas.

til' my next post then.

fo shizzle biatchoooos. lols, random.

oh ya i've been force to do this but...here it goes.

NUYUN IS KIND^^. NUYUN DOES NOT GOSSIP BOUT PPL. NUYUN NEVER EVER SPEAK VULGARITIES! (:

tears dont fall

2009-12-24T01:19:00.002+08:00

heyloo everyone.

well today i had a fun outing in the afternoon with Haziqah, Hazirah, Nuyun and Hidayat.

went lepak for awhile, then head to E!hub, slacked again at the highest floor.

then Hidayat came, went to D'Marque to check out the warehouse sale. uber kecoh-ness.

head to the bowling alley coz Hidayat wants to play bowling.

he treated me a game of bowling and i pawned him. hahas.

then sent Haziqah and Hazirah home.

i also went home rest for awhile before going to bedok to lepak with the guys.

after lepak-ing went home, Hafeez accompanied me on the phone. lols.

when i reach home, this day starts to get shittier.

Haziqah went online, and she said she had to say something to me.

she updated her blog and told me to read it.

in the end, i got to know that, she is with Hamka.

what the fuck?!

more shit happened on msn, then i just felt lazy to talk to her. fuck it.

after all those things u have said to me...

this happens...

ok la, its understandable that she knew him more than me...

but i felt like she just cheated my feelings...

i extremely hate it when people to that...

once again, she didn't even bother to apologize for hurting my feelings...

to the 23/12/09 couple : i just wish u guys all the best and hopes that the both of you could last long... its hard letting go someone i loved, but the best man has won. there's nothing that can change her mind anymore. i just hope that she is well taken care of.

arghs!

what's the point of living anymore...

even if the sky is falling down

2009-12-22T12:19:00.002+08:00

wassup pussies. hahas.

feeling effing tired right now

and whoa for the first time i woke up early today after staying up late.

ytd was on msn played a game with Hazirah.

the game is when Hazirah shows me pictures of her and her twin.

and i'm suppose to differentiate them.

hahas.

so its like if i choose wrongly then she gets a point if i choose corretly i get a point.

the scores are tied when both won 1 round each.

then she had to sleep while i stayed awake and play dota. lols.

after that i went to bed and woke up at 6.45A.M for prayers.

went to bed again then woke up at 10.30A.M.

now i feel lazy to go for interview. but i still want to go.

omg, lols. idk what to do today...

to someone : you know who you are. ok? well, now you know how i feel when you said that you still have other friends than me. you always want me to make u feel special, always everything your way. but news flash ok, the world doesn't revolves around you.

uoy evol llits i

its a new day

2009-12-21T23:53:00.003+08:00

heyloo everyone.

well, ytd i just cut my hair by Gary.

my hair is now uber short, like just got out off ns.

but the good news is that, can spike! hahas.

it's been awhile since i touched my wax.

soooooo woke up at 11+A.M and get ready to go meet que.

then lepak-ed for awhile while waiting for Afee and Ayul.

everyone then head off to Mimi's house to meet him.

then we head off to Pasir Ris interchange to meet Ein and Afee again, Afee went to find Shifa.

then we walked to Ananas Cafe to buy our lunch before heading off to Pasir Ris Park.

before heading to P.R.P, i bought something for someone.

but quite recently, i had an arguement with her and now we both are strangers. sucks. -.-

anw, its ok. its alright, its not the end of the world.

well, back to my daily scribble, we slacked at Pasir Ris Park, rented some bikes till around 7+P.M.

oh ya, i feel off Ein's bike when Ein is giving me a lift.

but when Afee gave me a lift, we didn't feel off.

lols.

then went to Bedok to relax for awhile from the hectic day then the other guys lepak-ed.

i home-ed cause it was getting late. hehs.

bro bought for me McSpicy.

went home, i'm now currently watching Survivor! hahas.

victims of love

2009-12-20T02:53:00.003+08:00

well today is just those normal-rot-at-home days that i had.

it starts when i got a call at 11+A.M when hafeez wanted to borrow stuff for match later.

which i'm too lazy to go and i can't go also, coz i'm suppose to take care of my granny.

then got another call from adib telling me to play today, but i can't. sorry bro.

so i on my lappy to waste some time and got to chat with Haziqah for awhile until 3+ my bro took the laptop to work.

so onlined via my phone and continued our conversation.

she then asked me a personal question bout her.

and i answered.

but when i asked her the same question back.

she refused to answer, so i told her, if she won't answer i won't talk to her.

she then called me, then i asked her to answer the question.

but she still refuses and just put down the phone.

haiz...

thinking that her answer is "no", i logout and napped till 7+P.M.

watched Nacho Libre and went online after it.

talked to Haziqah on msn again, i apologised to her, even though i was not at fault.

she didn't want to talk to me.

i apologised to her again, then she forgive me.

but the most shittiest thing was she can't go for Brothers Couple Outing this mon.

she alr got plans, with Hamka. someone i don't even know.

when i asked her, when did they made thier plans.

she replied around "20mins ago".

i alr asked her out since past monday and she decided to go out with this Hamka dude.

ok at first she didn't want to go because she said she is sick.

then go out with Hamka not sick ahs?

fuck it laaaaaa.

that was the last straw, i know we are only friends, i feel like my heart has been torn apart into a million pieces.

she even compared me with one of my Bros that she knew saying he is 10times better of a friend than me.

so i asked her "did u know u just hurt my feelings?"

all she replied was "yes".

no apology or anything.

to Nur Haziqah Binte Sulaiman : i thought that u were someone that i was looking for all along.

but after getting to know u more each day, my feelings for u starts to fade...

since we became friends, i always break ur heart and u always break mine...

even thought u hurt my feelings, i'm the one ending up to apologise to u.

so what's the point of continue-ing our friendship.

has God not giving u any sense?

well, idk.

i just hope the best of u in ur life.

oh ya one more thing, ilyas is the one ur looking for, not me.

i don't deserve a girl like u.

lame shit day

2009-12-18T23:54:00.002+08:00

hello everyone.

woke up at 11A.M to bath and get ready for soccer game later at 4P.M.

left home for prayers then went back home to take my bag.

afee called told me to bring an extra pair of boots. sianz, i'm so lazy to bring 2 pair.

but i still brought 2 pairs. sedih teammate nanti tak dapat main.

went bedok bought ciggies and went to afee's block to meet up with him.

then went to bedok inter to meet up with the rest of the teammates.

took bus to tamp safra and walked to our venue, ite simei.

hehes, a place where i might be going to.

lols, then everyone slacked for awhile till every teammate has arrived.

waited till 4+P.M, when the game was suppose to start at 4.

oh ya we dont even have substitutes. so everyone is gonna have to play a full game.

gonna be effing tiring.

wait wait wait, until...

the field caretaker came and told us we are not allowed to play on the field.

the field is on preparation for an upcoming tournament.

SIANZ!!!

everyone was so excited to play, except me. i was feeling kinda sleepy cause slept late ytd.

fucking opponent team say confirm can use the field, no need book, fucking crap la.

in the end, game got postponed, AGAIN!

haiz, didn't have a plan B so we decided to LEPAK!!!

at around 7P.M, got to try out a new flavour of ciggies, "Gudang Nusantarra Menthol".

its taste just like Winner Menthol.

hehes, well, didn't do anything much except slacking.

oh ya, congratz to all the students who are satisfied with thier N'level results.

i'm freaking out alr for my O'level restults.

haiz, i hope i could go poly. (:

and huge congratz to Nur Haziqah Binte Sulaiman for getting 14 for her EMB3. (:

hope u could go to ur desired course next year. nursing also can, when i'm sick u can tc of me.

hahahahas!

down like a temperature

2009-12-17T23:03:00.003+08:00

hello everyone...

well, its that very time again where i'm gonna scribble bout my day.

firstly, went to slacked at bedok at 12PM.

when hafeez reached at our usual place of slacking, he had an idea of asking our boss for our pay.

as it is alr almost 10 days since we our project.

and they promised to pay us in 7 ~ 10 days.

but coincidentally, our boss called us and told us to collect our pay. hahas!

it's like he knew or something.

teehees.

anw, after getting our pay, decided to buy 6 packets of Fried Chicken Rice at bedok inter.

thier fried chicken rice is the shitzxzxz!

hahas, it was one of the best times cause its rarely everyone had lunch together.

after our lunch we continued slacking till around 9.30PM i decided to home-ed.

reached home at around 10.15PM and straight away on-ed my laptop and went to Haziqah blog.

hehes, i saw something. (:

well that's all for today.

oh yea, i'm addicted to Down - Jay Sean feat Lil'Wayne.

it's so effing nice! (:

its the first song on my blog fyi.

hmms, besides that, i'm so excited for coming monday!

brother's couple outing. lols

haiz, sadly idk who to bring.

i alr asked Haziqah, but she say she might not be able to come. ):

i hope she could come. if not, then lonely island for me on coming monday. lols.

i hope you could come.

waiting for your...

2009-12-16T23:06:00.002+08:00

hello everybody!

today, was woken up by Haziqah at 11+A.M. lols.

felt like i didn't had enough sleep cause i was otp with Haziqah till 4A.M.

hahas, she's very fun to talk to.

after she called, i showered and ate before heading to bedok.

i brought a gift that i wanted to give Haziqah.

as there is a possibility that she might come to bedok.

but sadly she didn't. ):

the guys and me slacked.

i home-ed at 10P.M.

went home watched America's Got Talent and saw Grandma Lee got into the finals!

hahas, her reaction was sooooo effing cute!

then, i'm here, blogging.

was forced to by Haziqah. hahas.

hmms, decided to go for an interview tomorrow at expo.

i hope i got the job.

till my next post, toodles.

i miss you!!!

into the mercy

2009-12-15T18:26:00.003+08:00

hello everyone, it's been awhile since i last updated.

today is another fucking bad day. not gonna run into the details.

but haizzzzz...

got informed that the pay for my bangla work is gonna be delayed.

fucking asswhipe, they say latest by today.

i have alr been planning on what to do with my pay, but fucking shit happens.

lately, i have been coming up with a song. a malay song, lols.

i'll post it straight after i have fully produced it.

til' then, adios.

i want you to know that, i miss you.

and i need you now.

its gotta be insomnia

2009-12-12T11:06:00.002+08:00

heylo everyone.

well, these few days been kinda boring. lols.

had issues with the brotherhood, but i hope everything is back to normal. (:

ytd, went to park mall, to try have an interview at the school of applied studies.

it was a mass interview with somemore other people who also want the job.

there was around 50+ people interested, but they only want around 10+ surveyors.

then, at the front of everyone, there were two chairs as they want to have a 1 on 1 interview with us.

to test our fluentcy in speaking and to see if we are comfortable with talking to strangers.

first few people did fine, but when it came to my turn, i felt nervous like f*ck.

hahas, seriously one of the most nervous time of my life.

its more nervous then taking O'level paper. lols.

then they would call those who made the cut at around 8+ of the same day.

in the end, i didn't get the job.

hahas, but nvm, still got my bangla job.

after interview i met up with Hachiqah!

hehes, her face look like a cat, idk why but i just find it so.

hahas, sent her home from her BBQ pit.

thought of taking a pic with her, but my bus came early so i went off after sending her to her block area.

dang, wasted sia.

then, when i was home, watched survivor.

woo, double elimination episode.

dave and monica got eliminated.

HAHAS! Foa Foa tribe finally got the numbers in the combined tribe.

but i hope russell goes home soon...he's such a snake.

after survivor i called her back, then Ayul called me.

he had some problems with the girl she liked.

love doctor to the rescue. hahas, what only. :D

so i was like using my house phone to call Hachiqah and receiving another call with my handphone.

like businessman, lols.

then talked to Hachiqah till nearing 4A.M.

then her prepaid went low. ):

then i could not call her and i'm still waiting for her msg.

do msg me soooooooooon!

well, that's all for today, will update soon on more upcoming events, like the Sound Series 2.

bangla work or what?!

2009-12-09T00:05:00.004+08:00

hey bitches! (:

woo, finally my broadband is not giving me anymore problems.

woooooooooooo.

lols, well, that's what i have to wear for work.

the green vest thing.

hahas, like bangla i know...

but, the pay is awesome and the hours are short.

haiz, internet rosak, dapat tau ade orang maki kat tag aku.

hahas, ko fikir ko ni siaper ehs nak skolakan aku ahs.

aku tak nak buat hal nie besar ahs, mataer ko pun kwn aku ahs.

tapy kalau boleh ko takmo menyebuk dgn hal aku sudah.

ko sendiri nampak berape sakit hati biler dier balik dgn kwn2 dier biler hari gy marina barrage.

so skrg kalau ko nak tau ehs, aku dah move on ahs.

aku dah nak lupekan si pompan tu.

ko takmo menyusahkan hidupku boleh ke tak?

beribuan terima kasih ahs.

btw, more pictures of me, afee and naz working in my facebook. lols.

cya on my next post. (:

wheeeeeeeeee...

2009-12-01T20:27:00.003+08:00

wooohooo! effing good news.
i finally got a job and i start tomorrow!
oh gosh. so fast! (:
well, i work is known as Traffic Surveyer.
i think its spelt like that.
hahas, i have to count the number of vehicles or pedestrians or both passed by me.
lols, and the pay is $6 to $7 per hour.
hahas, effing rocks, better then f&b.
the timing is abit hectic but i can manage.
hmms, tmr i am working at pasir ris inter. lols, like only beside inter. hahas.
and i have to reach there at 6.45 A.M!!!
GOSH! that's effing early, mate.
hahas, me and hafeez was so kecoh at his house.
he just called the company and the company straight away gave him a job.
and another surprising thing was they even asked if hafeez got any friends looking for a job.
well, mostly companies don't like if friends work together, scared later slack around or never do job properly.
but for this case they wanted 2 more people.
lols, oh ya another surprising thing was that our boss told us there are girls working with us on thurs.
surprised that they would take on such job as well.
hahas.
i always thought girls like to find job in the f&b industry or sales industry.
well, for the first time in my holiday i have decided to sleep early today.
so i would have enough rest for tmr.
hahas, im so glad that i am hired.

MUSE HERE I COME! 03 Feb 2010. Pen A ticket : $168.

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2009-12-01T07:23:00.002+08:00

like who i woke up at 6A.M today.
of course right, must pray. (: *inserts halo on my head*
hahas, but i woke up early to meet Ein for awhile before he head of to camp.
lols.
hmms, we chat for awhile before i send him to the bus stop.

well, ytd i had the most fun talking to a blur sotong. hahas.
chatted till 2.45A.M.
don't sleep late again hor, later get panda eyes like me. hahas.
ok, this is all i wanted to say, till my next post.
peace out aye. (:

upset sia! >.<

2009-11-30T13:50:00.002+08:00

well, ytd was suppose to be adib's brother's, a.k.a amy, game day.
so i met afee and naz at naz' house at 11+.
slacked for awhile, then we head off to adib's house.
watched a movie entittled "Cinta U-turn".
hahas, its effing funny!

then when amy reached home, we did our last minute packing and head to greenview sec.
but on our way, amy got a call from our referee that we are unable to play.
the reason; due to lightning risk alert.
LAME-NESS.
its effing hot and the sun is shining so brightly!
where got lightning risk alert?
alamak ref you blind ahs?
in my mind was like "ref kayu sia!"

effing shit right?
well, so we decided to met fas at pasir ris before meeting ayul.
then we head off to have our lunch.
after lunch went to E!Hub to meet Myeiramoi.
we thought of playing bowling.
argh! the waiting list is so effing long, so we decided not to play.
then Myeiramoi head to her cousin's house.
the rest of us head to naz's house again to slack, except fas he went home.

slacked at naz's house till 11. then went home.
although we nvr play soccer, im quiet effing tired. hahas. lols.
i miss chatting with my new friend. LOLS.
went home, watched HBO on the preview channel till 3 before i head to bed.

now, i have no plan. ):
gonna stay home for the whole day maybe.
i hope she comes online. teehees. ^.^

yay on my 10th post! (:

2009-11-29T00:55:00.002+08:00

hey ho ha he hu hiiiiiiiiiiiii!

lols, omg.

i have been chatting with a new friend of mine.

and after awhile we came across to quite a few coincidences.

hahas.

firstly, we both wore the same colour top in our display pics!

ok that was not it.

secondly, her psle score is 230. and mine is 203. hahas, same numbers. lols.

lastly, which is quite recently, we have the same phone! LOLS!

omg, i still could not believe it.

okok, enough with the coincidence.

hahas, getting bored of holidays!

i hope i'll get a job soon.

toddles!

and i still hate you B*TCH!

you know who you are!

here's a clue : N _ _ _ _ H .

have a nice day! or night! (:

the great decay

2009-11-27T00:49:00.003+08:00

hello everyone!

today marks the day of Hari Raya Haji.

just wanna wish everyone a Selamat Hari Raya Haji.

except for one girl, i don't wanna wish her.

b*tch.

lols, forget her.

hmm, i feel so angry right now.

angry at her.

and me.

haiz, kinda mixed feelings.

she's such a heartless b*tch.

yea, you b*tch.

i hope i will never see her face again.

i hope there is no other girl in the world with the same attitude as her.

*prays to god*

just wanna enjoy the rest of my life. (:

i hope she dies though.

*evil laugh*

2009-11-25T21:48:00.002+08:00

wassssuuuppp.
hey bitches.
have you watched the movie "Paranormal Activity"?
well guys if you have watched it, i have one thing to tell you.
you guys just got fooled.
the movie was a fucking fake and there is even 2 endings to the movie.
the original ending was when Katie stabbed Micah and she got shot by the police. (shown in U.S).
but in sg, the ending was written by Steven Spielberg, where Micah got tossed to the camera.
hahas.
if you guys want more proof;
there is even a video of an interview with Micah and Katie speaking bout thier movie.

hahas, that's all i just wanna blog bout. lols.

trying to hold up my smile.

happy birthday justin neo wei kiat!

2009-11-25T02:19:00.002+08:00

wassup everyone. past few hours was one of the wildest times of my life. wooooo! \m/
hahas. it was justin's sweet sixteen and he had a huge celebration.
it was crazy. hahas.
at first, it was suppose to be a BBQ.
but everything went crazier when the sun finally sets. hahas.

the celebration had loads of shitz!!!
there was tons of booze.
Vodka Absolute. Vodka Apeach. Jack Daniel's and Baron.
hahas, trust me it is enough to make most of us drunk.
awesome-ness to the core.

thanks to justin for such an awesome event. woots, i hope next year would be crazier!!!
i'm still kinda dizzy, so i'm gonna stop here.
till my next post bitches!
adios.
peaceout.
*faints*

the world is black

2009-11-24T02:39:00.001+08:00

hello peeps, whoa look at the time its 2.41P.M.
everyday i have been sleeping late.
around this timing.
lols, except the previous saturday(game day).
hehs, at least we won 6-3.
woooo, can't forget that tiring moment.

well, yesterday 23 Nov 09; me, afee and ein went to job-hunt again.
but this time at different places.
we went to downtown to job-hunt.
firstly we tried to find a job at Fish & Co. Express.
applied form.
hahas, afee had to fill up his form using a pencil.
cute perhs?!
ein brought his own pen.
hahas. he came prepared.
secondly we tried at ETP(Escape Theme Park) not ECP ok ein and afee!
lols.
we just filled up forms, again.
security guard help us out by telling us to apply for Rides Operator.
so we will get a higher chance of getting shortlisted.
thanks ah uncle.
oh ya, afee was shy.
cause there was a "pretty girl" at the security office.
then asked me to ask her is there is any vacancy.
lols!
then we headed to tampines to have our lunch at 5.P.M.
otw to tamp we saw this:

hahas, the sign said "No Parking Of Bicycles".

lols, this is what i call "Ugly Singaporeans".

then we tried applying at GV Tamp.
afee saw some of his schoolmates.
lols.

after that, the three of us went to bedok and met Mimi till 7.30P.M
then we home-ed. except Mimi he went to met Que.
i hope Que is ok. he recently had a tragic fall which mad him difficult to walk.
haiz, i hope he learnt his lesson.

best news of the day : i'm finally over her. lols. i guess.
what my cousin said is true, it's my effing wish to write whatever i want on my blog/previous livejournal, so if you fucking don't like it then please do not proceed. and i could still remember the most important saying in life : "Treat yourself as GOLD". don't spoil your life just because of one girl. if she don't like you anymore, then fuck it. there are still other girls in the world. wooooooooo.

2009-11-23T23:34:00.000+08:00

Tidakkah kau tahuku masih menyayangi
Leka lena terdengar suaramu
Tidakku lupa bila besamamu
Tapi kini terluka jua
Pedihnya hatiku terdengar kisahmu
Panggilah perbualan orang
Kau ditunangkan dengan jejaka lain selainku

Bilaku merenung wajahmu yang ayu
Teringat sejarah kita berdua
Takkanku lupa peristiwa bersama
Tapi kini kau jauh meninggalkan aku

Tak pernah aku termimpi, akan terjadi bergini
Apalagi berpisah denganmu, aduhai kekasihku
Oh Nadya, aku cinta padamu
Oh Nadya, engkaulah kekasih ku,
Oh Nadya kembalilah sayangku, seperti waktu dahulu

Bilaku merenung wajahmu yang ayu
Teringat sejarah kita berdua
Takkanku lupa peristiwa bersama
Tapi kini kau jauh mininggalkan aku

Tak pernah aku termimpi, akan terjadi bergini
Apalagi berpisah denganmu, aduhai kekasihku
Oh Nadya, aku cinta padamu
Oh Nadya, engkaulah kekasih ku,
Oh Nadya kembalilah sayangku, seperti waktu dahulu

Oh Nadya, aku cinta padamu
Oh Nadya, engkaulah kekasih ku,
Oh Nadya kembalilah sayangku, seperti waktu dahulu

we are the champions, my friend ! (for today)

2009-11-21T18:32:00.000+08:00

yo peeps.
today woke up at 6A.M.
rajinkan? hehes.
bathed, changed and did some last minute packing.
then off to bedok to meet up with the rest of the team.
said to be there at 7A.M and whoever late will be left behind.
but the person that said so himself was late.
lols. ironic much! hehs.

off to punggol cc, boarded 87.
then meet up with somemore teammates.
guess what, opponent wore the same colour jurseys as us.
so we had to play half naked.
hahas. fucking hot sia.
match started and the heat is on!!!
first two goals was score by our playmaker(chicken head), Wong!
third was scored by Hiqal. hahas, it was a lucky one. GK lost his grip and ball went in.
fourth goal was scored by Wong again.
end of first half.
slacked for awhile, waited for the second half to start.
fifth goal was scored by Wong again! lols. this guy never gets tired sia.
hahas.
opponent team score twice and was almost 15mins to end of second half.
then opponent had an own goal assisted by our very own Adibayor. lols
last goal was made by opponent making the final score to be 6-3.
woots, we won.
hahas. nice friendly game though.

after that, afee and me went to his house.
to slack for awhile.
effing tired sia.
no substitutes sia our team. hehes.
then slack at bedok.
hahas, we got a black hawk down. que fall down dreadfully.
he can't walk now.
haiz....
helped him abit then home.
tired sia.
lols.

dikejar bayang-bayang resah.

bila hati masih tak berubah.

start of a new chapter

2009-11-21T00:53:00.001+08:00

hey bitches !
so i have made it final, to make this my permenant blog.
so yeahs, im gonna update my shits and my life shnipplets here.
lols.

tmr there will be a soccer game.
starts at 8A.M!
yes. 8 A.M
like going to school liddat.
hahas.
its venued at punggol cc
so if you wanna support my team do head down there.
lols, like that will happen.
i know you don't want to wake up at 8A.M.
yes you ! the stranger reading this sentence.
lols.

so, good luck to me and my team.
hope we won't lose badly.
teehees.

p.s lets us just be friends. (:

2009-11-15T02:36:00.000+08:00

wasssuuppppp.
sorry for the fucking late update.
i have been using my original blog currently.
so this is like my back up blog. lols
in case of emergency only.
teehees.

btw, current blog is at my livejournal here : http://feed-the-need.livejournal.com

aites. ttfn.(tah tah for now) ^^

2009-05-27T23:02:00.001+08:00

Heys everyone ,this is my new blog. My daily scribbles. Just bear with me. (:
Thank you. I'll update more if i have the time alright peoples? Stay tune. Takecare.
I wanna sleep as i feel very sleeppy right now. So ,toodles everyone. ;DD