so as you all know about my previous post , i have fallen in love to her .
but as always , my life gets fucked and a huge smelly pile of SHIT , happened .
you know how much i cared for you ?
you know how much i want to spend time with you ?
you know how much i missed you if i nvr see you for a day ?
you know how much i would go , just for you ?
you know how patient i was for you ?

maybe you're just too blind to see my cold deceived heart .
well , what da heck , we all are still gonna die in our very own coffins .

i just can't believe how silly i was to even fallen for a girl 3 years younger than me .
but there is a saying , age is just a number .
well , i find it logically true , DUH !
even though she may not be very matured yet ,
but a certain feeling just floats around my body , whenever i'm with her .
love ? i don't think so now .
lies ? most probably it .

i could still remember a time when i was playing guitar
and composed an awesome intro + riff
and during that time i was sms-ing her ...
so i ask her what she was doing ?
then blah blah blah , she asked me back what was i doing ?
then on upon receiving that sms , the composing magic just happened .
i even called her my good luck charm ...
ironicly , luck is just a myth

well , what happened that made me rant about MY LIFE is because :
yesterday and earlier just now , i just could not believe the way you were .
yesterday , no goodbye ? not even a wave ? when that might be the last time i see you for the week ...
earlier , didn't even bother to talk to me , sms you and you're busy . ok la give you space ...
but even just now didn't bother to say goodbye .
when people give you attitude , you don't like ?
then just now was what ? oh , i'm guessing you really want to go to the toilet cause you can't hold it alr .
ok fine , whatever , i'm not in the rights to judge you .
 
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.. fuck my life !