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posted : Sunday, December 20, 2009
title : victims of love
well today is just those normal-rot-at-home days that i had. it starts when i got a call at 11+A.M when hafeez wanted to borrow stuff for match later. which i'm too lazy to go and i can't go also, coz i'm suppose to take care of my granny. then got another call from adib telling me to play today, but i can't. sorry bro. so i on my lappy to waste some time and got to chat with Haziqah for awhile until 3+ my bro took the laptop to work. so onlined via my phone and continued our conversation. she then asked me a personal question bout her. and i answered. but when i asked her the same question back. she refused to answer, so i told her, if she won't answer i won't talk to her. she then called me, then i asked her to answer the question. but she still refuses and just put down the phone. haiz... thinking that her answer is "no", i logout and napped till 7+P.M. watched Nacho Libre and went online after it. talked to Haziqah on msn again, i apologised to her, even though i was not at fault. she didn't want to talk to me. i apologised to her again, then she forgive me. but the most shittiest thing was she can't go for Brothers Couple Outing this mon. she alr got plans, with Hamka. someone i don't even know. when i asked her, when did they made thier plans. she replied around "20mins ago". i alr asked her out since past monday and she decided to go out with this Hamka dude. ok at first she didn't want to go because she said she is sick. then go out with Hamka not sick ahs? fuck it laaaaaa. that was the last straw, i know we are only friends, i feel like my heart has been torn apart into a million pieces. she even compared me with one of my Bros that she knew saying he is 10times better of a friend than me. so i asked her "did u know u just hurt my feelings?" all she replied was "yes". no apology or anything. to Nur Haziqah Binte Sulaiman : i thought that u were someone that i was looking for all along. but after getting to know u more each day, my feelings for u starts to fade... since we became friends, i always break ur heart and u always break mine... even thought u hurt my feelings, i'm the one ending up to apologise to u. so what's the point of continue-ing our friendship. has God not giving u any sense? well, idk. i just hope the best of u in ur life. oh ya one more thing, ilyas is the one ur looking for, not me. i don't deserve a girl like u. |
